Wayne Green

Wayne Green

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

March 18, 2015

I watch this a lot, especially when I miss him. I have the full version on a disc that I sent to my brothers too that has my last voice mail he left me. His voice saying...."love you girl".........I don't have it with me at the hotel......I wish I did.....I would like to hear him say that right now!

It is a bit past 6 months since my father died. 11 days to be exact. I am having a severe case of missing him this week. I am tearful. I look up to the sky and just say.....please.....please come back.....I know that he can't and I really don't want him to leave the wonderful place that he is at....I just need my dad.

I don't even know if there is anything more that I can write about it at this moment....I just miss him.....I want to hear his voice, I want to sit down and listen to his jokes and I want him to tell me how much he loves me. He was that person that could make me feel special. I am not feeling very special right now I guess. There are stressors in my life currently for sure........I think grief feels stronger when we have additional stress happening......

I just miss my dad....as much today as yesterday and as much yesterday as the day before........

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